This isn't exactly in the same vein as my .... no wait, it is, because my idea of astrophilosophy is thinking of ourselves as soul-beams traversing spacetime. So, there.
I've had a rough time of it lately, no doubt in part because of my declining health, not to mention such and such afflictions, blah blah blah. But I do have moments of insight which pertain to a new metaphysical ... HA, NICE TRY, me! Trying to establish new metaphysical foundations for an Astrological Age which wee won't even gain the chance to attempt (unless civilization has a good collapse)! HA! HA! Nonetheless, I still like sharing my thoughts because it is a rudimentary type of therapy.
The thing that strikes me is that, how odd it is to encounter another individual who is different from you, or who basically has an independent subjectivity from you. I find that really fascinating and sometimes maddening. To think that perhaps we all have a "normal" or a kind of stasis, and we also have our unique weirdness, meanwhile we are frequently engaging with others who have their own eccentricities; and once we encounter someone who, in astrological terms, has a completely different chart from our own, and we are somewhat unable to understand where the fuck they are coming from- it's rather interesting, especially when one seeks to find universal understanding between all and establish harmony without violence or strife; but perhaps harmony requires an underlying strife to keep from overharmonizing?
Anyways onto my next notes. I forget completely what I was thinking the other week, but I had made a connection between déjà vu and reincarnation. I like to think about the death experience a lot and how it funnels into reincarnation. I was thinking that the stereotypical 'life flashing before eyes' was a sort of mental devolving, the psychic involution, which occurred at a hyperaccelerated rate upon the point of death, a certain 'kernalization' of the psychic stream which has undergone so many stresses and so many strange dreams throughout the lifestream, and is now something to desperately regain hold of. This is explosive as much as it is a consolidation. And what comes afterwards, no one who is alive can probably truly know. But as I was thinking it possibly has some connection to déjà vu in the sense that in déjà vu moments one realizes the involution of their experience and their steady approach towards death. Of course déjà vu is generally associated with the dreamstate and a subconscious feeling of 'having already been seen' but within that queerest of epiphanies there lies a foretelling of the future, even if it is cloaked in the past, or vice versa; the sense of having lived all the moments and now all there is is the eternally sagging hag-tits of the Spider-Befogged Now.
- Pete PussypoPPER 97 00 SEX
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