We're all each other's brain cells......

Proceeding from conceptions of the noosphere and including or not the Gaia hypothesis depending on how horny you are, although also on a much less grandiose level, we can easily claim that we act as each other's brain cells. The way this works is that, externalized by our discrete physical embodiments yet connected by ever so many tenuous threads— especially in this current age, but the same holds for all premodern social formations— each of our individual brains forms for every other person a cluster of neurons which are accessed sub-telepathically whenever any form of communication is established. Those neurons would otherwise not organically be accessible, and would likely never develop (at least so readily) due to the limitations of belonging to only one single brain. That one can adopt the fruit of the activity of another's neurons and more or less incorporate it into one's own neural network means, essentially, that there is a transphysical field of cerebral activity connecting numbers of people into an overarching brain plexus. 

Theory on Bad Guys

I often think of bad guys. I think about them too much probably. Think about them coming after me, or harassing me. But there's a lot of em in this world. So what are they??? I have always been baffled at what really makes someone who they are. I know more than I let on to myself, but it's hard for me to encapsulate all the knowledge I've gained through experience and insights into human nature, carry it with me, and have it cement into a baseline understanding. But as I've gotten older, that has certainly happened to a certain extent, and I'm less surprised by people's behavior, if I still grapple with the conundrums of why meanness and other such things exist in the human mind and heart.

 There are certainly a lot of good explanations as to why human meanness exists, as to why mean people exist. We live in a material world and human psychology is a flower, but a flower rooted in some rather miserable, and all too real soils. It's even debatable whether human psychology is a flower! Sometimes it just seems like a useless weed growing atop a dungheap. But it's best to remain optimistic. So what then is the process by which meanness flourishes at the cost of understanding?

 People are malleable after all, and even if personality is anchored in concrete, material conditions, there is an active soul spark which can drive human change - after all, nature itself is infinitely adaptable and though chaotic is also very harmonic. These poles of practically metaphysical imbalance are syntheses of the same fundamental being but become very distorted in the human perception matrix. 

 And I believe that this scrambling of the mind is largely rooted in technological imposition of definite systems. But that is another discussion. What I was originally thinking when beginning this post was that 'bad guys' are essentially just dormant/vacant souls. This is just my own perspective. Because there are some pretty horrible conditions which humans are immersed within. And there may not be anything like inherently evil people, but the conditions, and the systems, surely create them. 

So how to recreate / destroy life which rejects life ? 

Gaza Thoughts

 There are reports that the recent strategy of massacres at aid sites are being exercised as killing fields literally compared to squid games (https://21stcenturywire.com/2025/06/27/investigation-how-israels-operation-salted-fish-turned-gaza-into-a-killing-field/). This is just another disturbing mode the genocide in Gaza has taken. The depravity is truly horrifying and Palestinians which include a huge proportion of children are undergoing mass murder and starvation in a direct echo of nazi extermination programs. 

Who would have thought that the national vessel for the Jewish people would have inherited and reenacted those Holocaust horrors so relatively soon in history. I pray for the Israeli people because their government is leading them into despicable and unmentionable acts of evil - and I pray for them also because the propaganda and justifications and outright support for genocide ("What genocide?" Some of them ask smugly) that is all too common in Israel is further corrupting their minds and hearts. 

It's unimaginable for me in my safe Cascadian home (CASCADIA!!!!) of what is really going on there, and yet I can still imagine. The videos coming out from there, with gunshots being heard and many people, all seeking very basic food supplies, for themselves, their families, their friends, their neighbors- all of them scattering like mad. It's actually a somewhat familiar scene in America, because of the frequent mass shootings that happen here. And yet these massacres in Gaza are even more nihilistic than the mass shootings here in the US. These are organized, systematic, DIRECTED (the Netenyahu administration is openly genocidal) orders - defended by Zionists everywhere, because they believe in some delusive overarching goal (i.e., Zionism, a poison castle on the mountain). These are men, the IDF, and I presume the private security forces of the US-Israel aid organizational GHF. They have it in their souls to gun down in cold blood their brothers and sisters trying to find food in a despairing situation. That people have the audacity and cruelty to do this, let alone that these death squads are not being punished by any liberatory forces because Israel is given carte-blanche by the fascist US empire running rampant -  it's fucking unimaginable. But if you've watched Squid or Hunger Games or The Purge then you have seen and somewhat felt the horror that this is.

The capitalist world is so fragmented and yet unified by the technology of media that we can witness an active extermination camp in another part of the globe where bad things are also happening in a less lethal way, but there are certainly connections between them. The technoneaoliberal imperial-techno-neoliberal imperial techno rave neoliberal heartache network spreads and penetrates itself into every corner of the globe, under the flags of different imperial factions, and compromising different societies in different ways, but there is a definite network which is demarcatedly positioned against the rest of humanity which has the potential to establish federated networks based on mutual and cooperative grounds. 

The territorialization of Gaza as a new Warsaw Ghetto (https://www.npr.org/2023/12/22/1221128897/masha-gessen-essay-israel-gaza-germany-hannah-arendt-prize) and yet in this new cybernetic 21st century geopolitical context makes it harder for some people to understand this as an essentially Nazi-level experiment in what the genocidal nation state can do in our contemporary world. People are often fooled by contemporary history which is essentially propaganda (albeit the mask is very peeled off in recent years) that says we have gone beyond historical forces like colonialism and genocide - but that's where the modern world exceeds, in concealing the nature of capitalism as a still very much alive brutal dehumanizing dystopia. And so people have an ossified vision of history and the most notorious patterns of humanity, i.e. the Nazis (while we often overlook the horrors of Japanese imperialism out here in the West, or Belgian imperialism in the Congo, for instance), wherein we don't have the conceptual flexibility to understand that what the Israelis and other powers in other parts of the world (the UAE in Sudan for example) are essentially the same things but done in a different context. 

That said, there's nothing that new in any of this. But the tools of propaganda are always distorting our perception of history and current events. 

Gaza is a giant ghetto (the Egyptians still maintain a $10,000 exit fee for any Palestinians) which is a perfect place to conduct a series of different genocide tactics. It is not considered a concentration camp on the Nazi model simply because it's easier to diffuse culpability when it seems that Gazans aren't "literally" in a prison - even though the conditions and their fate are the exact same as people in Auschwitz.   

I don't know what to do though. Fuck this country. The US has been taken over by fascists and so the only thing to do is to abolish it. Whether that was inevitable and the US was inherently corrupt as a political structure is a moot discussion because the time has come to undermine the edifice which is the vessel for the continuation of this inhuman imperialism and fascism. Fuck the US and fuck Israel. Long live Palestine and all the Indigenous peoples baring the brunt of the Empire. 

 

 

La Microscopia Mundial

 

 

 

The Moon provides a fantastic example of the microcosmic within the macrocosmic and the germ theory of the universe. Even with the naked eye one can see a large object become insignificant. It is quite the mundane marvel to witness the Moon, a massive body floating in our sky, as so insignificant a creature that most people hardly acknowledge its presence even in a cloudless sky. 

 

The telescope, you see, is just a microscope in reverse. Nothing of this universe is small or large. They are both.

CARTOGRAPHIA ONTOLOGICA

 

There is no east, west, north or south, no Cartesian space. The map is a function of the capitalist brain, yet new maps can be made, new cartographies. There is even no such thing as traditional space, for isn't Earth a sphere, ever folding back to itself?

Trans as Nature

With a new flush of killings of trans men and women I've seen in the news, one needs to retake an account of the so called trans 'issue—'—— how disrespectful it is to make someone's very essence an 'issue'— and to ponder what some of the deeper meanings are of it.

The politics of being transgender are mostly polluted by right-wing media and cultural incitement. Yet there is an underlying transgender nature inherent to humans. Society, however, has innumerable neuroses it inserts according to whatever kind of Adam & Eve ideal, anal perfectionism, gender normativity animates it. The conservatives have a great fear for the erosion of traditional family structures, while some liberals can have a tendency to make progressivism an ideology. Whichever way you approach it, I believe 'transgenderism' is a progressive development within civilization which helps us explore the unity of the sexes and humanity. The more we reconcile the masculine and feminine as one, the better off we will be, and the more people will be able to live according to their individual nature.

Yet as the natural becomes increasingly removed from the human world, humans have proven themselves to react extremely defensively to re-conceptualization of the masculine-feminine archetype. Most notably in how hidebound traditionalists double down on typical gender norms and adopt more violent forms of heteronormativity. Aside from very politically contrived bugaboos like "transgender ideology" within US culture, I think maybe these kinds of people believe that to break the fragile bonds of connection to what is left of our seemingly natural human relations means would only further de-nature us to such a degree that we must repress any divergences from it. Of course the violence against nature, which everyone feels inside of them on this increasingly sterile planet, should not be met by regression to traditionalist ideologies and further violence. Nature seeks out unity and the convergence of its many seemingly divergent elements. As nature itself is repressed, destroyed, and sublimated, so too is the natural convergence and transcendence between the sexes.  Without a living world we will cease to be able to embody what our internal gender provides us. And the more vulnerable transgender and other genderqueer people will be for pursuing the natural inclinations of the psyche which is rooted in the unconscious of the wild.

Semen Theory

Once in my 20's I dropped acid at home while my family was on vacation. I think every time I do acid my mind contorts into an amorphous unwieldy shape, and it's like an alchemical experiment where I'm both the experimenter and experimentation.

Back in those days, I was still on mostly good terms with my neighborhood. I was basically a king figure for the kids. They congregated on my lawn like flamingos and I became like the King Raccoon Prince of Bullberry. It was very nice but of course they were just kooky kids and so given my long term degeneration, I eventually fell out of grace. But I remember being high as heaven on acid this one summer day and biking around trying to de-pickle my mind. For there was something that had crept up inside me. One of the kids, Rachel, I suddenly saw stick her little balloon head out of a passing car, shouting hello to me. I was touched but the oval shape and her small little kid's body, combined with the acid degeneration eroding my psyche, made me instantly think we are all little sperms booping fruitlessly around and unsuccessfully trying to inseminate the divine anus. And such thoughts under those conditions tend to be Very Traumatic Business I tell you—

But that terrifying spiritual insight impressed upon me. Putting aside my psychedelic drug abuse for one moment, a cosmic sperm theory seems to have some bastardsome reality.

Now the thing is that the anatomical sperm cell is encased in SEMEN which is issued from a PEEPEE in order to meet a VAGINA EGG. This of course is the main biological premise informing the sperm theory, but now as a transposed ontology conceiving the sperm as a metaphysical structure preceding a cosmic human system. 

Well, at the time I believed that I had to break through a spiritual threshold or perish. And our current society certainly nurtures a competitive sort of sperm race in social relations. But the thing is that I believe the sperm form a collective organism— that is they are a sub-organism derived from the individual human whose cells produced them. Working together they seek, through the sexual magnetism of the ovum, to reunite with what is only a seemingly separate body, within the uterine homeland. However, this article talks about how eggs discriminate between different sperms. Trying to fit the egg into a semen theory is another thing— the human body may resemble a sperm, while its egg archetype may take on more metaphorical form. Only in uniting with something whole do we become truly creative and engaged in the flow of life. Or some such hippie shit.

The strange thing is though, that we are semen. We are all the semen of Christ and Buddha and the great Sages. We must flow together in order to see and become with the Egg. The great ovulating eternal life.....

 

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